Sometimes "We need changes our life"

Hello Monday ! hello friends! it's a monday don't forget to be awesome,okay? together to be awesome!:) walaupun masih terasa capek, ngantuk, but sebagai muda-mudi, semangat untuk hidup, don't forget it!
yah...writing my story again.. :)

my good student :)
Grup Sharing n the theme "i'm not stupid"

Today..In a meeting with senior high school teachers to discuss student graduation, I sat at the back, while at the front row were the senior teachers. most of the time I was silent n listened seriously, so many teachers gathered, in fact there were some of them were my teachers at Sutomo.  When I was at senior high school, that teacher was my sport teacher, I remembered that the teacher often gave me punishment. cuz of in Estafette running, I was always come last. haha... cuz of me my group lost.haizzz..so sad T.T (kenangan buruk di masa SMA).
But now, I think the teacher didn't recognize me anymore then now the teacher called me "Miss Novi".    Oooooh no!! (sprtinya aku masih tidak pantas menerima panggilan ini, krna saya masih perlu belajar dari dia)

 I was just silence n smile every time the teacher called me in respect. The teacher even had a joke with me as coworkers. I suddenly realised that the teacher was a good teacher. Will I be like that teacher? (dari status murid sekrng menjadi status guru) hmmm... memang cukup bangga ketika murid kita sukses dan menjadi guru, tetapi.....jika saya adalah dia, saya akan merasa ada yang kurang. Not alive, need to change though not much.

Come on, Selfie..selfie!! 

We need changes our life, maybe workplace or status n role, but if we still stood in the same place, just like frog in the turtle shell, is that right?  I've been changing jobs to find the suit one and won't be the burden for parents. Some of it are by being a tourguide and teacher are some of the suitable job for me. from being a tutor, kindergarten teacher , elementary school teachers, junior high school teacher, senior high school teacher and a teacher for special children .. This trip must have been full of challenges n tests. since I love changes, people become better because of my influences. I like social n adventure activities, work hard n enjoy my life process.

Holistic Kindergarten International School 

As long as I'm single, so  I have to enjoy my life. Yeah, being single doesn't mean you haven't any relationship, it's just the true love is not coming yet for being together with you n belongs to you now. If not, no problem, yeah..I just pray for all (I love) for the best & pray for myself too for the best.
The last word, I like people who can inspire me to be better, Thank you! because I'm not a person who is perfect, sometimes i'm feel so lucky to be born as not perfect person, but i have a happy story n life :)

Inside of them, I can feel n understand what is pure love, love that doesn't valued from material matter, but build from trust, love each other, support each other, changing each other's bad habits, n ready to change to be better.Photo by : Novi halim LOL  "I'm a good photographer?? yes or no?"hmmmm...

A well being love doesn't rely on a "love" because love can turn to hate, turn to be selfishness “egoistic".
"So what is the important thing?" The most important thing is "Trust n sincerety."
There is nothing obsolutes in this world, as long as our goal in life is in the correct path n to be a good person. Any obstacles n challenges won't be able to dissapear from a sincere love, if love is the one who compels, it's better to let it go, If it's the love who is unrequited, better to let it go! If it wants to keep the distance, just obey it.
 If what we wants is only their happiness, just let them choose.
 If the destiny says that they're meant to be yours it'll be yours if it's not, they will be just lucky stars for you. :)

My lucky star :)

"Thank you to someone special Friend"

Sometime I very miss someone who yelled at me with anger  "stop it novi, you are so childish!, you are not a weak person, don't suffer you are strong, be mature novi!, don't be weak because I hate weak people, change your appearance to change yourself to be a better person, Don't do gossip!, I hate people who only talks with no action!, I hate a crybaby! Stop it novi don't use your feelings!"
I have lost this honest person, someone who doesn't care about my feelings but his feelings which made me realize a lot of things. Cuz now I live surrounded by people who praised me only to see me laugh but don't aim to change me to be a better person. I hate this feelings of yearn that is torturing...
I want to say thank you, but in real life, I can't say...
Thank you for saying rude words
Thank you for those who hate n get angry to me
Thank you for those who support me
Thank you for your kindness about saying the truth and logically.
Thank you for those who have ever been my humorous and funny brother.
I have never regretted to be your friend..

Thank you my family, my best friend, my special one :)

"How do i know if I am strong person?" maybe you think i am a weak person, yah.. i think too, but now it's different, i have to be strong!

      Halo teman-teman lama tidak bercerita, tiba-tiba hari ini saya ingin membagi cerita saya kepada teman-teman, setelah lama tidak menulis, seperti kembali menjadi penulis, para pembaca akan merasakan keasingan dengan bahasa indonesia saya. hahaha.. yah begitulah, saya memiliki banyak sepupu di jakarta, setiap kali pertemuan, pasti diketawakan dingomonginnya koq orang indonesia ngomong bahsa indonesia tok tok  amet! keq orang china ngomong bahasa indonesia! haha..

Yahh...kembali ketopik de..

Masih ingat foto ini? hahaha...ini adalah kisah saya 4 tahun yang lalu..

Di Tahun depan saya mulai menerima sebuah Tantangan berat untuk saya, dimana saya harus menyusun waktu saya dengan 3 hal penting dalam hidup saya, yaitu keluarga, kerja dan vihara.
Sebenarnya sebelum memutuskan jawaban, saya sempat tidak makan malam dan tidak tidur selama 3 hari 3 malam. karena saya takut! tapi kadang perasaan takut yang dapat mendorong kita untuk berubah dan melawan.
And maybe setiap orang meragukan saya, bahkan ada beberapa orang untuk melarang saya untuk melanjutkan dan bahkan ada orang yang berkata kepada saya, novi hanya melarikan diri dari masalah, hanya karena takut disuruh berpacaran kan? novi kamu harus berpikir matang, kamu bukan anak kecil lagi.haha... Saya tersenyum kepada dia dan berkata thank you very much, jika jodoh sudah datang, saya juga tidak akan melarikan diri juga.yah...ini adalah real life, masalah ini hanya cepat dan lambat.
Saya benar-benar berterima kasih kepada mereka siapapun juga,  "but if  you believe me, you always support me". 
Ini bukan karena terikat yaa, saya hanya merasa 4 tahun yang lalu, saya masih seorang anak kecil yang bodoh dan lemah, and what i give to BLIA－YAD? yang ada hanya sebuah beban dan sebuah hutang budi.
dan My mother Chueh Teng Shifu tanya kepada saya, This is very surprising! why you back?
hahaha..karena saya ingin mewujudkan sesuatu, but it's my secret lol!
memang benar, jika di dalam vihara terus saya akan sulit berkembang, tetapi jika tantangan ini saja saya tidak bisa melewati bagaimana tantangan selanjutnya? jikakalau saya harus sendiri untuk mandiri. :)
saya sangat setuju perkataan Master Hsing Yun " 走出去，就有希望；走出去，就有未來" yang artinya dengan keluar nelihat dunia luar, maka akan ada harapan dan masa depan. saya sekarang menyukai pekerjaan saya dan saya sementara tidak bisa meninggalkan pekerjaan saya juga, karena di sana saya masih tetap di bimbimg oleh Dosen Taiwan yang luar biasa.
Jika suatu hari saya keluar, saya sudah cukup mantap!
 Yah...."Hidup sampai Tua, Belajar sampai Tua". ini kata yang saya belajar Shifu saya. :)
Oh ya!! yang paling penting dari semua adalah kedua orang tua saya selalu setuju jika apa yang saya buat adalah benar, saya tahu jelas banget apa yang mereka inginkan dan harapkan, n pastinya juga saya harus pande pande atur waktu untuk mereka donk! but i will said to my Beloved Father n Mother, "Don'T Worry, Be Happy!!"  I love you all!

with my work friends or hangout fiends!

hei you! Thank you, I'm sorry, forgive me, i love you!

BLIA YAD  :)